Nottingham, coffee, belgium chocolates and cuddles o’plenty.

Those are all the things I miss doing with my wonderful boyfriend.

On Sunday morning we finally parted ways, after spending a whole month together in Manchester and then for a short while in my hometown. When he left I could feel the emptiness all around me, I couldn't stop crying and I'm still crying on and off at the moment. I had my first night without him last night and it was awful, I wasn't comfy or warm, I wasn't happy or relaxed, I would have done anything to have him back with me. I guess this all sounds a bit over the top to some of you but it is genuinely how I feel, I've never missed someone so much in my life. When he leaves or I leave, I feel like a part of me has been left behind or taken from me, I become lost and unable to make use of our time apart. It is such a strange feeling and it overwhelms me, I wish I could shake it off but I really can't. I never get used to being away from him, it hurts more and more each time. I know that it's only a week until we're together again but it doesn't seem to be any comfort to me.

I miss lying down on my bed, all snuggled up with him, eating the chocolates Dad brought me back from Belgium and drinking coffee. I miss spending time with him and my friends, I miss being able to kiss him whenever I please, I miss making him smile, I miss everything about us and it's only been a day. Most of all I just miss being by his side.

Will someone please make this week go faster?