One of the best.

This particular night will go down in my history as one of the best nights of my life, not because something spectacular happened or anything out of the ordinary, infact the reason is quite the opposite. It was just an ordinary night in with him, consisting of tasty food, laughter, love and perfection. It is moments like this that only reaffirm what I already know is in my heart; that I always be in love with Daniel Marc Chapman. Any simple, ordinary night that feels perfect, only reminds me of how lucky I am and a night like this will always be one of the best.

This is how my perfect night was that night, he was making us delicious dinner as always, I’m washing up all the pots and we have Death Cab’s new album playing in the background on my macbook pro. Nothing spectacular, nothing out of the ordinary, just simple and wonderful. Nothing compares to how it feels to be around him with our favourite music playing in the background, he is the best part of my life. Sometimes I think that if someone were watching our story, this would be the music that plays in the background.

One day I will finish writing my book and I will let the whole world know how wonderful the simple things are in life, and how magnificent people can be if you’re strong enough to let them in. I want to let the world know that you can find happiness in the darkest situations and that things will get better if you just give it time. I know many a writer has preached the same sort of things but I don't care, I want to help at least one person with my words and the stories of my life. I'm not saying I've been through worse things than others, I'm just saying that everyone has a story to tell and it's these stories that help others to learn and grow. I want to help other people with my story and my words, just like the books and songs I love helped me.

Oh how I love this boy, he scurries into the room I’m sat in when he realizes I’ve left his, only to give me a single kiss and scurry back. I could write poems and songs about this perfect human being, that I get the pleasure of spending my life with. I’ve only ever wrote songs and poems about someone else and myself, once I have some time to myself I will change this. I will write about this boy and how my life has changed, I will write about how he makes me feel every day and how incredibly beautiful he is.

Life feels perfect right now.